Secret Reports
The Secret Reports, mush like the Ansem Reports, are a series of pages written by various members of Organization XIII throughtout Kingdom Hearts, Kingdom Hearts Re: Chain of Memories and Kingdom Hearts II. The reports mainly focus on Roxas and Xion's movements in the Organization.
Day 7: Significance of existence
A name gives meaning to a living thing, significance to an existence. In order to make this new power certain, we carried out the Replica Plan. Even to the newly-moving doll "No. I", a new name is necessary. Perhaps that name will become the significance of existence for "No. I".
Day 8: Roxas
New faces have come in one after the other. #13 is Roxas and #14 is Xion. Today my mission was to teach basic things to Roxas. From the day Roxas first came to the Organization, it feels like I’ve been made to be the one who takes care of him for some reason. It’s been like that since day one, but, he's kind of a vague guy. Ahhh well, he seems pretty able, so it seems like he'll be a good partner.
Day 9~: As Supposed
Now, Xion is still in test period. On the other side, Roxas is in a training period. Until Xion can move reliably, she ought to avoid contact with Roxas as much as possible. Vexen is saying that perhaps even within 10 days Xion will come to be able to display those abilities. I expect that Marluxia is watching the movements of the "Keyblade Hero".
Day 14: Really, This Guy?
Had a second mission with Roxas. Like I thought, I'm this guy's caretaker. Lately, his responses have been a little more lucid. Have his memories started to come back, maybe? Even so, is it really true what they say, that this guy is the Nobody of the "Keyblade Hero"?
Day 15: Not Doing It
Author: Larxene
Seriously! "One person is enough to keep watch over the Hero’s movements", he says? If it's so boring, then why don't you teach that guy magic in my place! Ah well, this will be over soon, too. If I go over there, the plan will begin action. I can't be hanging around with the absent minded Nobody of the Hero.
Day 22: Castle Oblivion
It seems the talk of going to Castle Oblivion was pushed forwards. Was it because the Hero has been moving...That Hero's Nobody is still as vague as before, but we've been eating ice cream together every day for the past several days. We don't really talk, but he's come to change his expression a fair bit. We talked about Castle Oblivion, but he didn't really seem to get it. Ah well, that's how it is.
Day 23: Research Log 326
The plan is going more or less smoothly. Concerning the most superior replica, "No. I", it is going almost too smoothly. The other that we couldn't acquire a number for was brought to Castle Oblivion, with the plan to do further research with it. These replicas, at least isn't it acceptable to call them special Nobodies?
Day 24: The Movements of the Upstairs Group
The Hero has arrived at the Castle. It seems that Marluxia’s guidance went well. It seems that many plans are progressing at the same time, but it doesn’t mean we get to know the contents of each of those plans. It seems that individuals have their own plans, pretending that they are the plans of the Organization. It’s necessary to pay attention to Marluxia’s movements in particular.
Day 25: Hollow Unity
Even though I questioned Zexion closely, I couldn’t obtain much information. I knew it would be like that, but I didn’t get nearly enough information. It’s a fact that those at the lowest levels aren’t let know what is happening upstairs, or what we should do here downstairs. Zexion said ‘the unity of the Organization’, but I don’t expect that ever existed in the first place. However, Zexion is the only one able to trust in it, no mistake.
Day 26: Axel’s Movements
Author: Zexion
Axel’s movements are suspicious, and I’m guessing that perhaps it’s because of some kind of information obtained from Saïx. Why did he destroy Vexen, who was satisfied with being left to carry out his research? Weren’t Vexen’s annihilation, and the cancellation of that plan, things to have been avoided? We of the downstairs group and the upstairs group each have our own speculations… And then, there are definitely speculations other than that. If we don’t hurry and make sure of it…
Day 27: Key to the plan
Auhtor: Marluxia
In a short while, Sora will be delivered into my hands. Sora, who has had his memories re-written by Naminé, is now no more than our doll. If we have the Keyblade Hero in our hands, we will also be able to control the replica plan. It will be easy to take over the Organization.
Day 28: Disposing of Traitors
A summary of the contents of the Replica Plan has surfaced. But, I couldn’t obtain information on the one other replica that there should be. Leadership of the Replica Plan must not be handed over to those guys. Vexen being annihilated along the way couldn’t be helped. The bigger problem is that of the traitors. There’s a difference between a clear traitor to us, and someone who’s getting in the way.
Day 50 — A Strange Feeling
Roxas woke up. I think he was probably dreaming the whole time. When I’m with Roxas, I get this strange feeling. It feels familiar, like listening to the sound of waves at the beach. I wonder why...
Day 51: Amending Assumptions
The Replica Plan is satisfactory, but it seems that something unusual is happening in Castle Oblivion. Dusks brought back rumours of the Castle. But, they are nothing more than fragments of information. There’s not enough information to judge what is happening. I definitely can’t think that he’s been destroyed, but maybe someone should make another move. First of all, if we don’t find out where the Hero is...
Day 52: One More Mission
The hero and the invaders’ whereabouts have all been lost track of. Right now, there’s no one in this castle, but me. Everyone other than me has been destroyed. It was certainly an order to take care of the traitors, but maybe the worst traitor is me. I have to investigate this castle a little longer.
Day 71: The Traitors’ Last Days
Author: Zexion
It seems that Saïx is somehow deeply connected to the elimination of those guys who went to Castle Oblivion. Which means, Axel is probably connected to it, too. It is a fact that, through Saïx, Xemnas ordered Axel to take care of the traitors. It seems as if it wasn’t said who the traitors were however, of course Xemnas knew of those guys’ betrayal.
Day 72: Humanlike
When you’ve been acquainted for a long time, you come to say nothing but the uncertain and noncommittal things out loud, without saying the things that are certain. You think they understand, without it being said. When it comes to those guys who were destroyed in Castle Oblivion, I’m spared by it being okay to leave things vague. But, the Hero, and Roxas, don’t say noncommittal things out loud. It’s unclear whether that’s humanlike, or whether they are special.
Day 73: What’ll I do...
I can’t use the Keyblade anymore. I don’t know why. I don’t know what to do, either. It feels like I stopped being able to use it suddenly. If I can’t collect hearts, I’ll be absolutely worthless. What should I do?
Day 74: Xion's Face
To be frank, I didn't understand why Roxas got so involved with Xion, who always has her hood up and never shows her face. Sure, they're both newcomers and have many similar points, but she's a companion who leaves her face hidden. But today, I saw Xion's face for the first time. Suddenly, Xion took her hood off. That face resembles Naminé.
Day 75: I Have To Do Something
Roxas has been going with me, who can’t use my Keyblade, on missions. Not just Roxas, but Axel has also helped me, and so it looks like it will be okay. But, what will I do if I’ve lost the ability to use the Keyblade for good…
Day 94: The Plan is Satisfactory, But...
Auhtor: Saïx
Roxas and Xion both collect hearts using their Keyblades, and Kingdom Hearts appears larger before us. Our goal is being achieved. Every conceivable plan is satisfactory. I worry that it’s going too well, but, perhaps I’m just thinking too much.
Day 95: My Memories
Roxas and I don’t have memories from when we were human. Not only that, but I also don’t have memories of when I’d just become a Nobody either. Roxas said he doesn’t remember too well either, but, I really don’t remember much at all. I don’t really remember the day I met Roxas, or Axel…
Day 96: Friends
Xion’s become able to use the Keyblade. The cause is unknown. Maybe it’s connected to the secret hidden about ‘the Keyblade Hero’. It feels like lately I’ve been spending more time talking with Roxas and Xion than with my original comrade…Saix. That’s friendship, isn’t it.
Day 97: Listless
Auhtor: Demyx
Working every day is so boring. I want to take a holiday soon. It’s necessary for Nobodies to take a rest. Once I get a holiday, I’ll play my sitar all day long.
Day 117: Roxas and That Guy
Auhtor: Xigbar
Roxas’s growth is remarkable. Making faces the spitting image of that guy, swinging the Keyblade in the exact same way. The worlds are scattered, and all are connected as one. The deeds from one’s time as a human follow them even when they become Nobodies. That’s how it is.
Day 118: The One Who’s Changed...
When I’m talking with Roxas and Xion, I remember my time as a human. Various memories of my childhood come back to me, and I get some kind of weird feeling. You'd think I could talk to Saïx in the same way, but, weirdly enough I don’t feel like that when talking to him. It's only a strangely fond thought. It's not me who's changed...It's you.
Day 119: Hearts and Emotions
Author: Xaldin
Watching that foolish Beast, I really understand how humans are controlled by trifling things. Because we didn’t wish to be controlled by emotions, we chose to become nobodies. Realizing what a huge loss it is came a long time after. I understand that we cannot be without a heart, but emotions are unpleasant things.
Day 149: Pretending Like a Fake...
Author: Xion
That guy...That man who wore an Organization coat. I can’t defeat him as I am now. I am not a fake. He’s the one pretending like a fake...
Day 150: Disposing of Xion
Author: Saïx
Is it because soon, the copy will reach its limits? I thought the plan was satisfactory, however, it’s a doll, after all... So of course, a hindrance has come. I absolutely cannot comprehend how this doll can weigh on Axel and Roxas’s minds. From now on, perhaps we should be thinking about how to dispose of Xion.
Day 151: Dreaming...
Author: Xion
The truth is, I still didn’t want to meet Roxas. Because, I can’t help comparing myself to him. We both use the Keyblade, but we are too different. Maybe Roxas doesn’t dream...Lately, I’ve been dreaming nonstop. This morning I dreamed that I was drowning in the ocean.
Day 152: Like a Human
Author: Axel
It looks like Roxas and Xion had a fight. I think they had a fight about some trivial thing anyway, but their behaviour is just like a human. It’s out of tune. In the first place, it’s doubtful whether Roxas was able to comprehend the talk about the wrong switches. It’s unthinkable that Roxas comprehends the difference between men and women.
=Day 153: A New Song!
Author: Demyx
I finished a new song! Worrying about bad marks and ‘do your job, do your job’ is so annoying. There’s no way in hell I can beat monsters like that. Everyone has things they’re good at and things they’re bad at; think about that properly when you give missions!
Day 171: The ‘No.I’ Plan
Author: Saïx
Xion failed a mission. If it looks like her condition will continue from now, we should destroy this doll, and make the next replica a more competent copy. We had concerns about "No.I"’s abilities from the beginning, her being from the first batch. In her current condition, it wouldn’t be a strange thing even to catch her broken down. I wonder what on earth Xemnas is thinking...?
Day 172: The Word's Meaning
There should be another side to Saïx's words. Why doesn't Xion qualify as a member of the Organization? Saïx said "it's as it appears". By that is he talking about how she looks like Naminé? I can't think there's no connection between Xion and Naminé. Whose nobody is Xion, in the first place? What is Saïx hiding?
Day 255: The Final Stage
Author: Xemnas[1]
I expect Xion's form has come to look different in accordance with that connection. Saïx can't see Xion as anything other than a doll. The plan is approaching the final stage. Through Roxas, Xion will copy the hero reliably. The evidence is that sometimes I am starting to see him in Xion.
Day 321: My Place
Author: Xion[3]
Axel is always helping me. That means he felt like helping me again. How long has Axel known about me? When we met in Castle Oblivion, maybe he already knew about me. Axel said to me to think for myself. I was really happy. But since then, my power has gotten much stronger. And so, Roxas' power is surely getting weaker. Surely I'm not allowed to exist any longer. Who said that Nobodies aren't allowed to exist? Surely I’m the one who's really not allowed to exist. But, you know, at the end I want to be useful to Axel and Roxas, even just a little. The boy I saw today is probably the Sora in my memories.
Day 352: What I Ought To Do
Author: Xion[3]
Riku gave me this time. Axel was the one who told me to think. The Organization is clearly trying to get me to eliminate Roxas. Surely it can't be excused that Roxas and I exist at the same time. I like Roxas and Axel. I think Saïx would laugh at that thought, and say that these are fake emotions made from my memories. But, I liked the time I spent on top of the clock tower with Roxas and Axel.
It’d be nice if we could always be together as three people. But, it's got to end already. I won’t forget today’s sunset, no matter what. Even if Roxas and Axel forget, I won’t forget.
Notes and References
- ^ a b c d Because of the report's content, the author is believed to be Xemnas.
- ^ a b c d e f g h Because of the report's content, and that the report author uses the masculine "I", the author is believed to be Axel.
- ^ a b c d e f Because of the report's content, and that the report author uses the feminine "I", the author is believed to be Xion.
