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Also, there's something that's been bothering me lately. In the time since I fainted, I've had this feeling like there's something inside my head. Not always, but sometimes... Even when I'm awake...It happens during missions...So, I don't think it's a dream. I wonder what they are, these images that sometimes flow into my head?
Also, there's something that's been bothering me lately. In the time since I fainted, I've had this feeling like there's something inside my head. Not always, but sometimes... Even when I'm awake...It happens during missions...So, I don't think it's a dream. I wonder what they are, these images that sometimes flow into my head?


==Day 71: Axel returned==
===Day 71: Axel returned===


When I'd finished my mission, Axel suddenly returned, and I didn't know what to do. So he wasn't annihilated? We went to the clock tower, ate ice-cream, and talked about Xion. The painful lump in my throat went away.
When I'd finished my mission, [[Axel]] suddenly returned, and I didn't know what to do. So he wasn't annihilated? We went to the clock tower, ate ice-cream, and talked about [[Xion]]. The painful lump in my throat went away.


==Day 72: Ice-cream with Axel==
==Day 72: Ice-cream with Axel==


I went to Agrabah with Axel. I feel like Axel has changed a little since he came back from Castle Oblivion. After our mission, we ate ice-cream together. I wonder when the three of us - me, Axel and Xion - will be able to eat ice-cream together?
I went to [[Agrabah]] with [[Axel]]. I feel like Axel has changed a little since he came back from [[Castle Oblivion]]. After our mission, we ate ice-cream together. I wonder when the three of us - me, Axel and [[Xion]] - will be able to eat ice-cream together?


==Day 73: Xion isn't here==
==Day 73: Xion isn't here===


I thought that the three of us could eat ice-cream together after our missions, so I looked for Xion but I couldn't find her. In fact, I think it's been about 10 days since I've seen her. It looks like Axel will ask Saix about Xion for me. Today Axel didn't come to the clock tower either.
I thought that the three of us could eat ice-cream together after our missions, so I looked for [[[Xion]], but I couldn't find her. In fact, I think it's been about 10 days since I've seen her. It looks like [[Axel]] will ask [[Saïx]] about Xion for me. Today Axel didn't come to the clock tower either.


==Day 74: The three of us ate ice-cream==
==Day 74: The three of us ate ice-cream==


Today, me and Axel's mission was to look for Xion, who hadn't returned from her own mission. We found Xion, and finally the three of us ate ice-cream together, but it seems that Xion has become unable to use her keyblade. We decided that Xion and I would go on missions together. Apparently when you're in trouble, your friends help you out.  
Today, me and Axel's mission was to look for [[Xion]], who hadn't returned from her own mission. We found Xion, and finally the three of us ate ice-cream together, but it seems that Xion has become unable to use her keyblade. We decided that Xion and I would go on missions together. Apparently when you're in trouble, your friends help you out.  


==Day 75 Best friends==
===Day 75 Best friends===


I went on a mission with Xion. Apparently the Genie we met in Agrabah is "best friends" (親友) with a guy called Al. I asked Axel what a best friend is, and he said they're "one rank above a friend". But Axel doesn't have any best friends, so he doesn't understand the idea very well. Axel knows everything, so I thought he'd know about best friends.  
I went on a mission with Xion. Apparently the Genie we met in Agrabah is "best friends" with a guy called [[Aladdin|Al]]. I asked Axel what a best friend is, and he said they're "one rank above a friend". But Axel doesn't have any best friends, so he doesn't understand the idea very well. [[Axel]] knows everything, so I thought he'd know about best friends.  
Also, while I was on the mission in Agrabah I saw some kind of image in my head. The guy in the red clothes that I saw before... has he been to Agrabah too?


==Day 94: Kingdom Hearts==
Also, while I was on the mission in Agrabah I saw some kind of image in my head. The guy in the red clothes that I saw before...Has he been to [[Agrabah]] too?


We were summoned by Xemnas. I don't understand the things Xemnas says. Kingdom Hearts, which looks kind of like a moon, is floating in the night sky. I wonder what it means to 'gather hearts, make hearts our own, and not be deluded by hearts'? Axel told me that if we had hearts, we'd be able to understand all sorts of things. I really don't understand what a "heart" is.
===Day 94: [[Kingdom Hearts (world)|Kingdom Hearts]]===


==Day 95: Memories==
We were summoned by [[Xemnas]]. I don't understand the things Xemnas says. Kingdom Hearts, which looks kind of like a moon, is floating in the night sky. I wonder what it means to 'gather hearts, make hearts our own, and not be deluded by hearts'? Axel told me that if we had hearts, we'd be able to understand all sorts of things. I really don't understand what a "heart" is.


I went on a mission to Agrabah with Xion. I've gotten pretty used to going on missions with her. When we got back, we talked to Axel about some stuff to do with Organisation members. It seems like the sort of Nobodies who become Organisation members all have some memories of the time they were human. But Xion and I have no memories. I wonder what sort of guy I was when I was a human?
===Day 95: Memories===


==Day 96: It's okay, now...==
I went on a mission to [[Agrabah]] with [[Xion]]. I've gotten pretty used to going on missions with her. When we got back, we talked to [[Axel]] about some stuff to do with Organisation members. It seems like the sort of Nobodies who become Organisation members all have some memories of the time they were human. But Xion and I have no memories. I wonder what sort of guy I was when I was a human?


I went on a mission to Beast's Castle with Xion. As a test, I gave my Keyblade to Xion and she could use it just fine. I had to fight without a Keyblade but we finished the mission without any problems. And after the mission, Xion was able to use her own Keyblade again. So everything's okay now. Afterwards, the three of us ate ice-cream.
===Day 96: It's okay, now...===


==Day 97: That place...==
I went on a mission to [[Beast's Castle]] with Xion. As a test, I gave my [[Keyblade]] to [[Xion]] and she could use it just fine. I had to fight without a Keyblade but we finished the mission without any problems. And after the mission, Xion was able to use her own Keyblade again. So everything's okay now. Afterwards, the three of us ate ice-cream.


Every day after completing our missions, the three of us eat ice-cream together. We don't talk about anything really important while eating ice-cream, but whenever I finish a mission, I think, "I want to go to that place." I wonder if Axel and Xion think the same thing? I wonder what the other Organisation members do after they finish their missions.
===Day 97: That place...===


==Day 117: Special Nobodies==
Every day after completing our missions, the three of us eat ice-cream together. We don't talk about anything really important while eating ice-cream, but whenever I finish a mission, I think, "I want to go to that place." I wonder if [[Axel]] and [[Xion]] think the same thing? I wonder what the other Organisation members do after they finish their missions.


I went on a mission with Xigbar. Xion and Axel also went on a mission together. Xigbar told me that Xion and I are special Nobodies. I wonder if that's because we can use Keyblades? The mission was really long, so I couldn't go to the clock tower. I wonder if Xion and Axel went to eat ice-cream.
===Day 117: Special Nobodies===
During my mission, I saw another image in my head. The same guy in red clothes appeared, as usual. These images... what could they be? Is it something to do with the fact that I'm a special Nobody? If it is, I wonder if Xion is seeing the same kind of images as me...


==Day 118: Holiday==
I went on a mission with [[Xigbar]]. Xion and [[Axel]] also went on a mission together. Xigbar told me that Xion and I are special Nobodies. I wonder if that's because we can use Keyblades? The mission was really long, so I couldn't go to the clock tower. I wonder if [[Xion]] and Axel went to eat ice-cream.


My first holiday. But, I didn't know what to do. I was told to do whatever I liked, so I went to the clock tower to eat ice-cream. Later Axel and Xion came too, and we talked for a while. It looks like Axel's going away again tomorrow. Come to think of it, I still haven't given him his "reward".  
During my mission, I saw another image in my head. The same guy in red clothes appeared, as usual. These images...What could they be? Is it something to do with the fact that I'm a special [[Nobody]]? If it is, I wonder if Xion is seeing the same kind of images as me...


==Day 119: Precious things==
===Day 118: Holiday===


Axel isn't around. After my mission I ate ice-cream on top of the clock tower with Xion. At Beast's Castle, I found something that the Beast considered precious. Xaldin told me that precious things can be used as weak points. What does that mean? I don't have anything precious, so I don't understand.  
My first holiday. But, I didn't know what to do. I was told to do whatever I liked, so I went to the clock tower to eat ice-cream. Later [[Axel]] and [[Xion]] came too, and we talked for a while. It looks like Axel's going away again tomorrow. Come to think of it, I still haven't given him his "reward".  


==Day 149: I forgot again==
===Day 119: Precious things===


I went to a new world today. It was kind of a strange place. When I returned from my mission, while I was eating ice-cream on the clock tower, Axel unexpectedly returned. Apparently his mission is finished. This time, it was Xion who didn't come, instead. I wonder if she had a difficult mission? I forgot to give Axel his "reward" again, but I decided to hold onto it until Xion was there.
[[Axel]] isn't around. After my mission I ate ice-cream on top of the clock tower with [[Xion]]. At [[Beast's Castle]], I found something that the Beast considered precious. [[Xaldin]] told me that precious things can be used as weak points. What does that mean? I don't have anything precious, so I don't understand.  


==Day 150: Something you don't want to lose...==
===Day 149: I forgot again===


Today Xion didn't come to the clock tower again. She spoke to Saix about something, but I don't know what happened between them. When I talked to Axel about the thing the Beast didn't want to lose, he taught me that, "Your memories of the past create things you don't want to lose." I don't have any memory of when I was a human, but I don't want to forget the things that have happened since I joined the Organisation. Even just thinking about that makes me scared.
I went to a new world today. It was kind of a strange place. When I returned from my mission, while I was eating ice-cream on the clock tower, [[Axel]] unexpectedly returned. Apparently his mission is finished. This time, it was Xion who didn't come, instead. I wonder if she had a difficult mission? I forgot to give Axel his "reward" again, but I decided to hold onto it until [[Xion]] was there.
 
===Day 150: Something you don't want to lose...===
 
Today [[Xion]] didn't come to the clock tower again. She spoke to [[Saïx]] about something, but I don't know what happened between them. When I talked to [[Axel]] about the thing the [[Beast]] didn't want to lose, he taught me that, "Your memories of the past create things you don't want to lose." I don't have any memory of when I was a human, but I don't want to forget the things that have happened since I joined the [[Organization XIII|Organization]]. Even just thinking about that makes me scared.


==Day 151: The difference between me and Xion==
==Day 151: The difference between me and Xion==


When I went on my mission to Twilight Town, Xion came too. Apparently she recently failed a mission. After we finished our mission, we talked about various things at the clock tower, but I have no idea what Xion was thinking about. The difference between me and Xion... obviously there is one, but what could it be?
When I went on my mission to [[Twilight]] Town, Xion came too. Apparently she recently failed a mission. After we finished our mission, we talked about various things at the clock tower, but I have no idea what Xion was thinking about. The difference between me and [[Xion]]...Obviously there is one, but what could it be?


==Day 152: I don't understand...==
===Day 152: I don't understand...===


Maybe Xion is angry with me about something. But I don't know why she would be angry. Axel told me that girls are difficult. I don't really understand what he means by that word, but apparently there are switches you shouldn't press when it comes to girls. Have I pressed the wrong switch somehow?
Maybe [[Xion]] is angry with me about something. But I don't know why she would be angry. [[Axel]] told me that girls are difficult. I don't really understand what he means by that word, but apparently there are switches you shouldn't press when it comes to girls. Have I pressed the wrong switch somehow?


==Day 153: Tastes bad...==
===Day 153: Tastes bad...===


I've hardly seen Xion, and Axel seems busy. When I eat ice-cream it just tastes salty, and it gets all over my hands, and I don't know what to do. It's like I'm only eating ice-cream so that I can throw the stick in the rubbish bin at the station. I eat these ice-creams all the time, but I haven't seen another "winner". And this whole time, I haven't been able to ask Xion about the images that appear in my head during missions. It feels like there are a lot of areas where I don't know what I should do...
I've hardly seen Xion, and [[Axel]] seems busy. When I eat ice-cream it just tastes salty, and it gets all over my hands, and I don't know what to do. It's like I'm only eating ice-cream so that I can throw the stick in the rubbish bin at the station. I eat these ice-creams all the time, but I haven't seen another "winner". And this whole time, I haven't been able to ask [[Xion]] about the images that appear in my head during missions. It feels like there are a lot of areas where I don't know what I should do...


==Day 171: What is love?==
==Day 171: What is love?==


On my mission, Xaldin told me that the Beast has a special kind of power. It's a thing called 'the power of love'. I didn't understand at all, so I asked Axel. I didn't understand Axel's explanation either. He explained that if I had a heart I'd be able to understand, but I feel like I haven't been told the whole truth.
On my mission, [[Xaldin]] told me that the [[Beast]] has a special kind of power. It's a thing called 'the power of love'. I didn't understand at all, so I asked [[Axel]]. I didn't understand Axel's explanation either. He explained that if I had a heart I'd be able to understand, but I feel like I haven't been told the whole truth.
 
===Day 172: Xion fainted===


==Day 172: Xion fainted==
Xion failed a mission, came back, and fell asleep. I went to see her, but she really was fast asleep. I put a sea shell by her pillow, like she had done for me. I don't think Saïx likes Xion. I wonder why? Maybe [[Saïx]] knows something about [[Xion]] that the other Organization members don't.


Xion failed a mission, came back, and fell asleep. I went to see her, but she really was fast asleep. I put a sea shell by her pillow, like she had done for me. I don't think Saix likes Xion. I wonder why? Maybe Saix knows something about Xion that the other Organisation members don't.
During today's mission I saw another image in my head. As usual, the guy in red clothes was there. Has he been to [[Wonderland]] too? More importantly, just what are these images?
During today's mission I saw another image in my head. As usual, the guy in red clothes was there. Has he been to Wonderland too? More importantly, just what are these images?


==Day 173: Xion's share==
===Day 173: Xion's share===


While Xion is asleep, I thought I'd work extra hard to make up for her share. Axel told me he had talked to Saix about Xion, but that he didn't learn anything. Instead, he made Saix take back what he said, that "Xion is a failure." It'd be good if the situation improves when Xion wakes up.
While Xion is asleep, I thought I'd work extra hard to make up for her share. [[Axel]] told me he had talked to Saix about Xion, but that he didn't learn anything. Instead, he made [[Saïx]] take back what he said, that "Xion is a failure." It'd be good if the situation improves when [[Xion]] wakes up.


==Day 174~: Leaving sea shells==
==Day 174~: Leaving sea shells==
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